My worse fear and phobia came to be on St. Patricks Day 2010 in europe. I have a fear of operations. I am scared or afraid of operations. I have a fear of wasps and used to fear death. I was afraid to die or had a phobia of death until I was pronounced dead and brought back to life *link removed *FOR NOW* google banned me for gore text saying what happened in no great detail even. In fact I use the arm that I am not said to be able to use again to type to you as well as to paint with most of the time! It was not the actual part of being dead or process of dying that I feared but, it was the blood and pain of dying that scared me. What I learned from my death and bleeding to death is that our body can take only so much pain then it shuts down in ways and that makes us no longer feel more pain. Like our body goes into shock when our mind is well aware of what is going on. My phobia of death or fear of death ended soon after I died and was brought back to life. It is not that I am scared to die anymore. I no longer have a fear of death. It was the dying process and gore I was scared of and I had fear of pain from dying. In death and being brought back to life my fear of death ended.

St. Patrick's Day is March 17th & March 17, 2010 St. Patrick's Day events for me are not so fun. On St. Patricks Day 2010 early CET time I will be away for an operation in Europe. Parts of my cervix shall be removed to prolong my life and remove cells that have turned bad. It is to save me from death by cervix cancer and give me many more years to scare the americans with my odd pages grin. Not many americans get what I am doing or dig it but, a few did or do.

I hope to set up more free shows and list show times & page updates after St. Patrick's Day but, I do not know when. My Cool Websites main page will be this way until I recover from the St Patricks Day events of the not so fun kind.

The blue in my hair is a uv hair spray made by Kryolan of course. I like the blacklight reflective paints and temporary hair color spray. Kryolan is German Paints that I have used since early 2002 or the start of my internet face painting and body painting shows. The paint and hair color spray washes right out easy and it does not have chemicals and lead in it as most paints made in the usa and china do. I only use european face paints and body paints. *Of course I try to not use products made in the usa or china ever.* Even when living in america I knew enough to avoid such things grin.*

Since I found a makeup company or theatrical makeup store stealing my photos and using them to sell paint that I would not ever use on myself or anyone else I have started a face paint store for face painters to find face paints on sale. I have my face paint stores and pages to buy face paints online at Kryolan Paints, Snazaroo Paints & more face paints on sale here for the best face paints on sale & German face paints kryolan for sell in the usa with uk paints snazaroo for sell in the usa. To buy uk face paints in the uk for uk face painters & european face paints for sell in europe via my european paint shop or paint stores at Facepaint.ws UK & European Face Paint Stores